Forbidden 2017

*Warning: one picture included below involves blood, it’s from consensual needle play.

This year I was able to book off the Friday and was on holidays the following week, so I could be there every day of Forbidden.

For those who don’t know, Forbidden is a yearly kinky camping event in southern Ontario at a gay men’s campground. They open their doors three times a year for us kinky and open minded folk, Forbidden being one of them. The camp ground is beautiful and well kept. There’s a salt water pool, a rec hall that they hold activities in, a food truck/cantina kind of thing if you don’t feel like camp food, a tent with donated play equipment, and a forest full of fun kinky equipment at our disposal. Us attendees also plan all sorts of activities for anyone to join in throughout the weekend. Continue reading

Subspace processing 

This past weekend was supposed to be a quad weekend, but it ended up being just me heading to see Bob and Lexxi since Gun had to work late Thursday and Friday nights. It really sucked that he wasn’t there, but sometimes things can’t be helped. I was glad I got to go though, there have been some things happening with Bob lately that I’m processing, so being able to see and talk to him in person helped so much. It’s all positive, but it’s still a change and I’m working through it.  Continue reading

#30DaysofKink – Day 6

Day 6: Describe your weirdest/most interesting sexual fantasy.

I’m not one to flesh out vague thoughts or fantasies because I’ve learned the hard way that it leads to me having expectations, and they never pan out the way I had imagined.  I’ve decided elaborate on an idea that I’d like to try, but am writing it as a story and not as something between myself and a specific person.  If you’d asked me a year or two ago if I’d ever have thought about wanting something like this, I’d have called you nuts. Continue reading

#30DaysofKink – Day 1

This past summer a few of the blogs I follow had done the 30 Days of Kink challenge – http://www.insatiabledesire.com/2010/08/09/thirty-days-of-kink/ and I noted it down to complete at some point.  I was in a state of early self discovery in my submission back then, so I really didn’t feel it was the best time to answer some of the questions, as I had no idea where to begin.  A friend of mine just started doing this, so I decided to do it as well since I’m feeling more stable about myself these days.  I’ve also since been tasked to do it.  I won’t guarantee I’ll be posting these daily, but expect them at least twice a week until finished.  Enjoy, and feel free to complete it yourself, if you want to and haven’t already. Continue reading

*Reblog from Fetlife* I Wanna Get Fucking Bent

I just read this on Fetlife and needed to share.  I feel as though the author was inside my own head when she wrote it.  So much YES! ❤ ❤ ❤ *sigh*

Original post link: https://fetlife.com/users/4370176/posts/3515928

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I Wanna Get Fucking Bent

by JaneDoe1326

I need you to bend me across the bed, into any position you desire. Because I yearn for that conversation between your hand and my skin.

Quiet whispers in my ear of what’s to come while I’m restrained and unable to writhe beneath your touch sends my desire to be your whore to indescribable limits.

That sexy, evil twinkle in your eyes before you lock your gaze with mine as you use my body, renders me incapable of any thought except us. The outside world ceases to exist and all I am cognizant of is that I am yours.

Mark my flesh with reminders of how you silenced the extraneous noise in my head. I love every single reminder and feel a despondent sadness when they fade. The tender manner you cradle my cheek in your hand and promise to deliver more is more intimate than anything I’ve ever felt.

It hurts so good, so please don’t fucking stop. Ever.

Bend me. Over and over again.

 

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being a submissive

I was asked recently what I feel submission is at its base.  I know it’s more than kinky sex, though that sure can be an awesome part of it 😉  It’s not “giving up your life to a Dom”, and although it can entail that for some people, it sure doesn’t for me.  So I had to think, what is it?  What is submission to me? Continue reading