Subspace processing 

This past weekend was supposed to be a quad weekend, but it ended up being just me heading to see Bob and Lexxi since Gun had to work late Thursday and Friday nights. It really sucked that he wasn’t there, but sometimes things can’t be helped. I was glad I got to go though, there have been some things happening with Bob lately that I’m processing, so being able to see and talk to him in person helped so much. It’s all positive, but it’s still a change and I’m working through it.  Continue reading

#30DaysofKink – Day 6

Day 6: Describe your weirdest/most interesting sexual fantasy.

I’m not one to flesh out vague thoughts or fantasies because I’ve learned the hard way that it leads to me having expectations, and they never pan out the way I had imagined.  I’ve decided elaborate on an idea that I’d like to try, but am writing it as a story and not as something between myself and a specific person.  If you’d asked me a year or two ago if I’d ever have thought about wanting something like this, I’d have called you nuts. Continue reading

#30DaysofKink – Day 1

This past summer a few of the blogs I follow had done the 30 Days of Kink challenge – http://www.insatiabledesire.com/2010/08/09/thirty-days-of-kink/ and I noted it down to complete at some point.  I was in a state of early self discovery in my submission back then, so I really didn’t feel it was the best time to answer some of the questions, as I had no idea where to begin.  A friend of mine just started doing this, so I decided to do it as well since I’m feeling more stable about myself these days.  I’ve also since been tasked to do it.  I won’t guarantee I’ll be posting these daily, but expect them at least twice a week until finished.  Enjoy, and feel free to complete it yourself, if you want to and haven’t already. Continue reading